I'm so tired,I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, we can't be heard
- Sarah McLachlan

I thought I know how not to expect anymore.
But I found myself disappointed again last Friday.
I shouldn't have hoped they'd do something nice for me.
Anyway, that would be the last time I'd hope something from them.