can you not agree more?

sometimes it depresses me to read their secrets here

but here's one that hits right on the spot: walls

HE must be telling me/us this...

Fall On Me
Moonstar88

So you're down there
Confused, you can't bear
When things aren't easy
Hiding is not the answer

Refrain:
Anxiety, then faithless you'll be
Ohh..Just fall on me,
There's no other answer
I'll catch you
Just fall on me

Hear me now, hear my voice
Speaking the words of love
Betrayed and died
How lucky you are
Just open your eyes and see

failing miserably...

on my new year's resolutions. :(

I Hate My Module!

i can't believe i've spent a month for this already! and it's not yet even close to being done still.

i want to cry :(

i'm super tied up i don't have time to think of other stuff anymore. i want to schedule gimmicks and out-of-town trips but even that, i don't have time.

OT: i have to see Brokeback Mountain because 1) it scored most number of oscar nominations and 2) heath ledger is love.

Working on a Saturday

it's too early for me to be working. might as well copy the first survey i get to see [from kulit]:

1. Your name spelled backwards. ettenaej
2. Last incoming call on your phone. joy [but was a missed call]
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? which computer? office? pics from joy.
4. What's your favourite restaurant? none still.
5. Last time you swam in a pool? probably years ago.
6. Have you ever been in a school play? elementary and high school. much to my dismay.
7. 2 or 3? 3 if i have to really choose because it's near 8's figure.
8. Type of music you dislike most? Heavy metal.
9. Do you have cable? yes.
10. Have you ever ridden on a 4 wheeler? in the province.
11. Have you ever made a prank phone call? back in high school.
12. Boyfriend/Girlfriend? next question.
13. Would you go bungee jumping or skydiving? i don't know. maybe. maybe not.
14. Farthest place you ever travelled? just somewhere in asia.
16. What's your favourite comic strip? Cathy.
17. Do you read a newspaper every day? Yes but i especially read everything when it's Wednesday and Friday.
18. What song would you choose for your national anthem? this praise and worship song: Offer My Life
19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? long bath... night.
20. Best movie(s) you've seen in the past month? Best? Narnia!
21. Favourite pizza toppings? cheese.
22. Chips or popcorn? depends.
23. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? huh?
24. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? no.
25. Orange Juice or Apple Juice? orange.
26. Who were the last people you went out to lunch or dinner with? lunch out with stephe yesterday.
27. Favourite type chocolate bar? any milky chocolate bar that doesn't have any kind of nuts in it is a favorite.
28. When’s the last time you voted at the polls? few years ago.
29. Last time you ate a home-grown tomato? can't remember.
30. Have you ever won a trophy? trophy? no.
31. Are you a good cook? i don't know how to cook.
32. Do you know how to pump your own gas? don't know how to drive too.
33. Sprite or 7-Up? none.
34. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work? elementary to high school and then now at work.
35. Last thing you ate? tikoy
36. Ever thrown up in public? when i was a kid, during long rides going to the province.
37. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love? millionaire.
38. Do you believe in love at first sight? no.
39. Can exes be just friends? no.
40. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? kulit
41. Did you have long hair as a young kid? yup. from short to long, straight to curly (hmm... much like nowadays also)
42. What messages are in your voice mail? none.
43. Where would you like to go right now? anywhere but here. the mall? uh, i think i've had too much shopping... home, most definitely then.
44. What was the name of your first pet?
45. What kind of bag do you have, and what's in it? these days? big bags because i have a big planner, and then i have my wallet, cellphone, keys, digicam, hand sanitizer, comb, oil paper, hair accessories, lip and cheek tint, concealer, face powder, lip balm, lip gloss, perfume, body spray, tissue, bottle of water, and far too many colored pens.
46. What was the last thing you drank? coffee my mom made
47. What is one thing you are grateful for today? collectively, my family.
48. What do you think about most? my mission.
49. What is your new year’s resolution? refer to previous posts.

Experiencing it All

A couple of days before our trip, it seemed everything weren't going well. I was actually wondering if i should take it as a sign. Then again, I wanted to give my mom an all-expense paid trip as a gift so badly and then there's joy who was really super excited... so I had to deal with my paranoia on my own.

I was glad that the whole time we were there, work and other stuff didn't even cross my mind. Maybe because we were too busy making our own itinerary and all. (Thanks burito for checking up on my siobe and dad while we were away.)

During this trip, we were able to travel by air (of course we did), by land, and by water (let's not forget the traveling on foot). There was also this incident that happened on our second to the last day, it left us all worried, exhausted and proud of ourselves as well. Now, getting lost in a foreign country is off my to-do list.

We weren't able to see everything. There were other temples and sights to see but my siobe, in trying to maybe cheer me up said: if you've seen one buddha, you've seen them all. Ah but never mind me. My concern the whole time was for my two companions to have a good time and i sure hope they did.