work

things will seem to be brighter for me after this month (and if sched's work out, it could even be as early as middle of this month).

see, some informed me last may (about the time our project was about to be released already) that i will soon be assigned to this other project. and when i learned about it, i wasn't all too happy about it. it didn't matter if this new project is a big one. it's just that i don't think i can work for their project leader and second, i'd be joining a project that already started out months ago and i guess i kinda doubted my capabilities (again) and that i won't be able to give what they would expect from me.

i can't really do anything but work for them anyway. what right do i have to tell the people that i want to be in this certain project instead of this?

so i started last june and i'm not liking it more and more each day.

and then one of them bosses talked to me the other night, and again another one just a while ago. they're gonna pull me out of this project already 'cause there are new projects that really need people. there are actually two project leaders asking for me (haha ang kapal ko!) but the other project leader beat the other one to it (honestly... buti na lang!). i'm not sure but i think i'll not work as a developer but as a technical leader as well (ok wait, parang d na yun makatotohanan).

all in all, this would probably the best news i've heard in days.