Jun just teased me with Brian again. I told him that for the record, there won't be any possibility of me and Brian being together. I didn't exactly tell him why (which made Jun wonder if Brian is gay, hahaha....) but it's just that we just can't. Not because I don't want to and he doesn't want to. Or is it because he has a girlfriend and I don't want to come between them. Or because we are afraid that we might ruin our friendship. I think it is because we really don't feel anything for each other except purely platonic love. Although I admit I went through that stage when I thought I loved him more than a friend. But almost immediately, I was able to clear my mind and was able to really define how I felt for him.

We've been best friends for 7 years now (and seems like he has already become a family to me and my sister), and even if some people do not believe that a guy and a girl can be just best friends, I don't care. There will always be an exception to the rule. Come to think of it, I don't even have to explain that to people right??? I'm just glad that I know he'll always be there to bash my head if I'm headed to doing something wrong (don't take that literally, ok??) and that he's my best bud.