one tree hill obssession

• i'm getting annoyed that i can't find the transcript for next week's episode (this is what i usually do, read the transcript and then anticipate seeing it on tv).



• i am more attached to the show now that i'm seeing nathan with haley already. and from last night's ep, i know it's mid-week (not yet time for my quotes of the week) but i just have to post this:
  

  NATHAN: No. No, it's not okay. I'm not okay. [Pause] I lived for tonight.
  I was so scared. I'm still terrified. Then I saw you. I promised myself
  that if I could just get up, and walk over to you, and tell you how much I
  need you, and how much I want you, that nothing else matters.




• i'm not sure what it is, but there's something with the way nathan looks when he kisses (it could just be me) and i don't like it.



• i love lucas and his "brooding" look.



• the thing with this show is that, i can't say i'm all lucas fan or nathan fan. i like them both!



• i like their theme song as well:

  I don't want to be
  Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
  All I have to do
  Is think of me and I have peace of mind
  I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
  Wondering what I've got to do
  Or who I'm supposed to be
  I don't want to be anything other than me